Do not mind me…
I’m just wondering why sleep doesn’t come even I will it to, even after hours of tossing and turning, and trying and trying. Didn’t I do enough trying during the day that it has to stretch into the night until today and tomorrow overlap?
Do not mind me…
I’m just wondering how the mind can go on and on as if it never gets exhausted. Maybe it does but it still continues and that’s how it breaks, dragging me with it.
Do not mind me…
I’m just wondering how I can stand on the same place for years, everything around me growing, progressing, moving, except the very few things that I want to change for the better; how I go to different routes, but still stuck in place.
Do not mind me…
I’m just wondering how the greatness of the ocean and the crisp sea breeze against my skin make me want to bawl my eyes out; how the stillness of early mornings and the boundless view of the skies before me make me want to shed tears when I thought they have all dried out.
when words blend 