from my journal | 01312022

Hi bub,

Let me tell you a little secret..

Every time I lie down and about to sleep, I feel like crying. If I don’t cry, I just feel so sad and alone. I don’t know why I’m so lonely, bub. I have people around me, but why am I always lonely? Do not get me wrong, I enjoy people’s company as much as I enjoy my silence and solitude. But there is really that part of me that feels abandoned, like it’s missing out on life. The world is so big, we can experience so many things in life. Yet I am just here. It’s not even comfortable here anymore. Or maybe I’m just really not comfortable in my own skin in the first place.

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