Hi blog,
Wow, that feels weird addressing the blog like this ’cause I’m always writing to Jjong in my journal. I don’t know why I suddenly want to write this here instead. 🙂
So I met with a very dear friend today, and I shared about how my words don’t really flow anymore.
“All sad people write.” She said that maybe I am not that sad anymore. Maybe I am finally happier. A part of me would like to think so too.
But there’s also a part of me that knows that some emotions have gone too big that it can no longer be contained in words.
Either way, I think I found peace with the fact that words are not enough to free myself – so I stopped trying too hard.
That’s all that I want to say. Hehe See, I don’t even know how to expound this like I used to. 😂
Have a great holiday, everyone!
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Pansin ko, people take a break from writing, either because 1. they’re too sad or 2. they’re finally happy. There’s no in between kasi ganun ako HAHA. Happy holidays bb!
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whahaha it’s so complicated. happy holidays!!!
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I personally had to take a lot of time off because I just wasn’t depressed enough to write anything, now isn’t that depressing? 😅
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oh yes that can be the case sometimes 😭 same as sometimes I don’t feel like I “deserve” to feel depressed because things are starting to look up for me so I’m like “eeehh you can’t write that” 🤪
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Yes! So true, now that I’m medicated and stable it feels less authentic to write about my illness 🙄🤦🏻♀️
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