and finally the moon meets the star

rest in love, moonbin 🕊🤍

Trigger Warning: Suicide/Illness/Murder And here I am turning into writing again... I have this playlist I made back in 2017 for all the songs that helped get me through one of the darkest years of my life. Even I wasn't an active fan, I will always be grateful to Astro. They will always be a … Continue reading rest in love, moonbin 🕊🤍

world suicide prevention day 2022

World Suicide Prevention Day 2022 | I understand

There is something so comforting about knowing that someone understands you; that you know you are not alone in your sentiments or that it is okay to think and feel a certain way even if it's different from everyone else. Aren't we all living like that?  Craving for someone who will get us. After all, … Continue reading World Suicide Prevention Day 2022 | I understand

Typhoon Vamco

let’s talk about politics…

I thought long and hard about this. Do I want to include politics on my blog? Am I ready to have a discourse with friends, families, and readers that share different sentiments from mine? But this is what I do, I tell stories. And an open and healthy discussion is great, it helps us broaden … Continue reading let’s talk about politics…

do you still want to die

“Do you still want to die?”

I heard a lot of warnings about The Midnight Library. A lot of people I know who have read it said that one should not read it if they are not in a good headspace. So, I was scared to start reading it even though I really wanted to. But of course, I am the … Continue reading “Do you still want to die?”

you are allowed to…

For years, I dreamed of going back to school and take Literature and Writing. I didn't really know if I like writing before college, so I took a practical choice and majored in Business. Or maybe a part of me did know, but I never got into school papers so I probably thought it wasn't … Continue reading you are allowed to…

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Quitting coffee for good?

A week before Christmas, I was rushed to the hospital. I had terrible back pain. It was too painful that I kept vomiting. There was no comfortable position no matter what I did. I wanted to scream. I seriously thought I was gonna die. 😂 It's more painful than getting a tattoo or when the … Continue reading Quitting coffee for good?

life lately

so nothing has changed | life lately

I went to the doctor last week to get my left ear checked. He asked me about my job and if I work from home too because of the pandemic. I told him I have been working from home since early 2018. So he said, "so nothing has changed?" I know he only meant the … Continue reading so nothing has changed | life lately

world suicide prevention day 2021

WSPD | this is okay

It can be overwhelming at first, but the dark isn’t too bad. It is the arms that caress her at night to make sure she doesn’t sleep alone; the gentle touch that wipes the tears away. It is the blanket that makes her feel safe—too familiar that it is impossible not to feel its comfort … Continue reading WSPD | this is okay