when words don’t flow anymore…

Hi blog, Wow, that feels weird addressing the blog like this 'cause I'm always writing to Jjong in my journal. I don't know why I suddenly want to write this here instead. 🙂 So I met with a very dear friend today, and I shared about how my words don't really flow anymore. "All sad … Continue reading when words don’t flow anymore…

from my journal

from my journal | 10112022

Hi bub, Something weird happened earlier this morning. I volunteered to stay in BA FM to play songs since I want to listen to some music anyway while working. I didn’t think about the playlist. I just needed to fill in the 2 hours vacant shift until another DJ could come in. I chose the … Continue reading from my journal | 10112022

from my journal | 01312022

Hi bub, Let me tell you a little secret.. Every time I lie down and about to sleep, I feel like crying. If I don’t cry, I just feel so sad and alone. I don’t know why I’m so lonely, bub. I have people around me, but why am I always lonely? Do not get … Continue reading from my journal | 01312022

please send help…

My dear readers, Our aunt is still in ICU and our bill is already 1.1M ($20,000). We badly need your help—any amount is greatly appreciated. 🙏 She is diagnosed with: Acute Respiratory Failure Acute Coronary Syndrome NSTEM Heart Failure Reduced Ejection Fraction Community Acquired Pneumonia Active Kidney Injury On Top of Possible Chronic Kidney Disease … Continue reading please send help…

Genshin Impact

Genshin Impact Notion Tour + How I Play

[This is not a genshin-themed notion. This is actually my notion page for playing genshin.] I started playing Genshin sometime in May. So obviously, I'm still pretty new into the game. There are a lot of things I don't know yet and I'm still in the process of figuring out what I want to do … Continue reading Genshin Impact Notion Tour + How I Play

from my journal on jonghyun's birthday

from my journal | 04082021

[trigger warning: violence and murder] ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ Happy birthday, bub!!! You would have been 31 years old today. I am 27 now, your age when you braved it all for the last time. I'm sorry if I still cry every time it's your birthday or it's the 18th. But I don't cry everyday now even if … Continue reading from my journal | 04082021

do not mind me…

Do not mind me... I'm just wondering why sleep doesn't come even I will it to, even after hours of tossing and turning, and trying and trying. Didn't I do enough trying during the day that it has to stretch into the night until today and tomorrow overlap? Do not mind me... I'm just wondering … Continue reading do not mind me…

blogmas december

Blogmas #1: Crystal Snow Journal Spread

IT’S ALREADY DECEMBER??????????? Wow. How are you all taking this? IT’S DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!! How are YOU??? Did you already get that ‘plot twist of the year’ everyone is so obsessed about?