do not mind me…

Do not mind me... I'm just wondering why sleep doesn't come even I will it to, even after hours of tossing and turning, and trying and trying. Didn't I do enough trying during the day that it has to stretch into the night until today and tomorrow overlap? Do not mind me... I'm just wondering … Continue reading do not mind me…

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“Do you still want to die?”

I heard a lot of warnings about The Midnight Library. A lot of people I know who have read it said that one should not read it if they are not in a good headspace. So, I was scared to start reading it even though I really wanted to. But of course, I am the … Continue reading “Do you still want to die?”

you are allowed to…

For years, I dreamed of going back to school and take Literature and Writing. I didn't really know if I like writing before college, so I took a practical choice and majored in Business. Or maybe a part of me did know, but I never got into school papers so I probably thought it wasn't … Continue reading you are allowed to…

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Quitting coffee for good?

A week before Christmas, I was rushed to the hospital. I had terrible back pain. It was too painful that I kept vomiting. There was no comfortable position no matter what I did. I wanted to scream. I seriously thought I was gonna die. 😂 It's more painful than getting a tattoo or when the … Continue reading Quitting coffee for good?

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Studying Korean + Staying Motivated

Studying Korean I first started learning the 'Korean alphabet (Hangul 한글)' in 2017, but I didn't really pursue the language further. I tried, but it's hard to know which way to go or what resources to take. This year, I picked up Korean again and now have a place to actually study it. I signed … Continue reading Studying Korean + Staying Motivated

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so nothing has changed | life lately

I went to the doctor last week to get my left ear checked. He asked me about my job and if I work from home too because of the pandemic. I told him I have been working from home since early 2018. So he said, "so nothing has changed?" I know he only meant the … Continue reading so nothing has changed | life lately

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WSPD | this is okay

It can be overwhelming at first, but the dark isn’t too bad. It is the arms that caress her at night to make sure she doesn’t sleep alone; the gentle touch that wipes the tears away. It is the blanket that makes her feel safe—too familiar that it is impossible not to feel its comfort … Continue reading WSPD | this is okay

Kim Ji Young Born 1982 on Netflix

I previously mentioned that I started reading this book "Kim Ji Young, Born 1982 (82년생 김지영)". But I had to stop at some point because aside from it made me really mad, it has become too triggering to bear. To my surprise, I saw it featured when I opened my Netflix. I don't know when … Continue reading Kim Ji Young Born 1982 on Netflix