I think it is something I will never get the answer to. I think it is the why that won't really makes sense to me. I just know that this is just one aspects of life that I will keep on questioning as it happens. But I know, in other paths of this journey, we can be genuinely happy without hurting others. I hope we always choose that.
All I have for you is apathy. You know how people say that hate is the opposite of love? It’s not. Love is when you feel everything all at once. Apathy is when you don’t feel anything—at all. I don’t feel for you.
I entered the café and a sudden thought of him came flooding in as I breathe in the aroma of caffeine. He never liked coffee but he still accompanied me whenever I wanted to have a cup. He even let me switch our drinks whenever I felt like mine is too bitter and his is … Continue reading THIS IS HOW I’LL REMEMBER HIM
Did he tell you? We broke up because he no longer loves me like he did before. Yes, he said that. Can you call it love if it fades? I know how it felt like. 6 years ago I broke up with someone because I wanted to focus on college. My excitement for a new … Continue reading TO THE GIRL WHO REPLACED ME, THIS IS WHY WE BROKE UP
I didn’t see it coming. At 21, I have all my life planned out. I thought I got everything figured out. Then, you entered the picture. There was just too much sadness in your eyes. I guess that was what made me so drawn in you. I got so obsessed in fixing you that I … Continue reading I’M LETTING YOU GO BUT PLEASE DO ME ONE LAST FAVOR
I just found out that my friend and her boyfriend for 8 years broke up after a month of being engaged. Now, I am the one crying. It makes me so dejected to see a relationship fail. I am in a very complicated situation myself so this knowledge adds up to my sorrow. And when my … Continue reading PEOPLE LIED, LOVE DOESN’T CONQUER ALL
It's my fault that I hoped for a poetry when you can't even give me a single verse. It's my fault why I'm constantly breaking.
I don't know what's worse.. To grow up in a broken family. No father protecting you or no mother comforting you. Scheduled visit to here and there just to spend time with one of them. Or.. To grow up in a complete happy family. Then suddenly see it all fall apart. 22 years of marriage … Continue reading Failed Marriage